1.12.12

first december
i woke up to deck the home screen on my phone for christmas because this is the time of the year where everyone learns to be genuinely happy, though, this december (let alone christmas), i might just be carrying way more in my hands than i am capable of

that aside, i feel like i am going to miss the company of [certain group of people] - some whose names i don't even know; some whose names i am aware of, yet, i am thinking that before long, these names, they will probably dissolve into nothing but mere words, somewhere in the back of my head; somewhere in a hazy, flimsy memory of only < 1/25 of my sixteenth year

funny how i never gave much thought to [these people] previously; funny how i now wear on my sleeves the utmost respect for [them]; even funnier how i have never wanted to keep anyone i have only briefly met in my life so much before until now. i immensely enjoy the company of these people & sincerely do want to always have them in my life, at least for a little longer than two weeks, & they, together with denise, belle, & christian, are the only reasons why i am staying on in [certain place] for another week

also, high levels of gratification attained by earning extra $6.50 in an hour with denise, belle, christian (& ben) on wednesday evening followed by cheap ice-cream & being humoured by our perceptions of certain nasty people we have had encounters with (e.g. aunty which looks like pck, hwee's makeup & legs, a hundred 'swagging' managers, a hundred bowing managers - inside jokes perhaps only we will understand)

anyway, a compilation of tweets as a summation of my week:




& this is how my home screen now looks like:

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