there once was

my heart in twisted ways i cannot fathom

why do some things happen so quickly?

i am an ache festering in the shell of my body

shaking in a state of utter devastation

don't just leave in paragraphs

you of all people should know the things that hurt

unexplained departure, the way the universe works

i am still counting the stars

please get the woods soon & be back soon
i need some shelter quite urgently

now you leave me lost & finally understand what you mean by
feeling like the world is slowly vanishing
there are so many things i have to say
but all the world has become but a ghost
i think you might understand what i mean by when i say that

please