there once was

feeling all sorts of tHiNgS but mainly the rush of time beating quickly against my cheeks like the wind from a passing train i am in a dream of sorts n u are my once in a lifetime, my happiest happiness made manifest. i once saw u in a dream where we were like lovers in a park, in a bed of fallen leaves; it was autumn, and then another time where we were thirteen and again and again. if only, i thought. u are my 'if onlys' come true