there once was

for my eighteenth can we hang fairy lights all around us under dim moonlight
sit in bed under covers laughing, crying, drinking cheap wine straight from the bottle, shaking, holding
each other so tightly we'd choke on all our emotions & continuously gasp for air
then we will get up, play mazzy star on the record player
slow dance under fairy lights under dim moonlight
my head in your chest your fingers in my hair
we're growing up but we'll pretend that it's all alright
we'll forget the world that night