i have been talking with justina these few days & reminiscing secondary days all over again. i keep thinking about the girl i have been in the past two years & wondering where she has gone to. i can't even seem to decide if i'm happier now or if i'm just too busy. perhaps i have been too happy too passive too thoughtless too busy to feel too busy trying to make it through each day i forgot how to live
(& you asked why i wrote all of that but i will never be able to verbally get through to someone who isn't like-minded. the only explanation i can conceive is, sorry to be heavy but heavy is the cost)
just want to read &—to put it crudely—not give a damn about anything for even just one day, is that too much to ask for?
perhaps so
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